Monday, March 2, 2009

ill (still)

only now do i perceive
no matter what i win
you’re not the prize

on seeing bleeding suns
in bloody seas, i was so deathly
certain of the worth of crowns
and merry-go-rounds, and even songs
for no one, i knew, i knew--but

i just don’t now and grass
goes gray beneath
the huge crushing softness
and i let myself spin

dizzily round, round to finally
realize that it’s not just spotlights
that move eyes forward
and i’ll never once be able
to keep you

2 comments:

Ianthe Wilde said...

my pants smell weird, like clothes left too long sun-bleached in attics.

(see what i mean? what else can i say? it's not like we could have a worthwhile conversation over blogs, and there is no freaking way i could ever offer you constructive criticism.)

the unholy atlantic said...

mmhmm.