the delusion

well look at these

photos. this was the

week where I felt

so fat that I wore the

same blue sweatshirt

every day and to

parties. i told him

“this is the sweatshirt

I wear when I feel

too ugly to wear anything

else.” it took a LONG

LONG time for him

to draw any significance

from moments like this.

conversely i look rather

pretty in these photos