Tuesday, May 10, 2011

and,

as to the "stealing" of friends, it was
not your fault but hers. one of those
glittering impervious people who acts like
all's equal, pats you while you cry, saves
perhaps so much as your very life and then
this is not the same as being friends
(to her). won't meet your eyes in a hallway. just
another reason not to trust people who
never look bad. or anyone. forgive me for
not being a fake fucking liar who could
act like this doesn't upset me.

2 comments:

the unholy atlantic said...

re: all of this - I am very sorry you seem to be undergoing a whole bunch of turbulence. Just know that in my eyes you are still one of the cool kids! And I like you a lot.

p.s. now might not be the best time to read my story lol. It is kind of depressing and in non-chronological-ordered bits and pieces.

p.p.s. my word verification is "billy." this amuses me for reasons unknown

-blessed holy socks, the non-perishable-zealot said...

You'll be utterly gorgeous in Seventh-Heaven, girl, if you aren't now (didn't see a pic). Love you. Meet me Upstairs, babe, where we'll have a super-spectacular, BIG-ol-party-hardy. Cya...