how come it’s never
you? turn off the lights and
just stop. i’m the one waiting
around for you. i’m
the one. measure this, a million
pearly drops for every night
you forgot me, for every night
I stayed in bed to not be touched
by other boys, for every breath
I breathed and didn’t talk
about the past, and didn’t
talk about the future. how come
you’re never losing me? i’m
the one. i’m losing both
of us. even the computer
is breaking, won’t spit out
this disk, hold down the
mouse and fix it, i can fix
this, i can fix… i can’t fix
the sewing machine, the last
outlet. i baked but got
burned. your feet hurt, so
what, that’s great, baby, just
stop. i won’t eat that. just
stop. i go down on my knees and
the skinned one stings and i
cry out. this? it was never
a choice. don’t bother
to wait around, why should
you join me in this, why should
both of us do it, why?
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